Relapsed after 52 days hard mode. No more alcohol.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by LELLL, Aug 20, 2014.

  1. LELLL

    LELLL Fapstronaut

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    Okay so let me begin by saying that I was drunk as ****. No more alcohol, point noted. If I can go 52 days without Pmo then I can go 100,150 even 200 ... It's just a matter of time before I post my success story on nofap. Surprisingly I do not feel that down, or depressed, it's like I KNOW that this is my last time masturbating, the powers should be back within a week or two so pretty excited about that, wish me luck guys!!!! For any of you guys wondering how I got so drunk that I ended my amazing streak , I had Jack Daniels..... lots of it.
     
  2. Emerge

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    I have the same problem when I drink. I'll either PMO when I'm drunk or when I'm hungover the next day. It's hard to quit drinking when you're 24 (everyone does it). I do really want to cut back though, especially for this challenge. I have had a few close calls because of drinking.
     
  3. jwfinch

    jwfinch Fapstronaut

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    Glad to see you're remaining positive and you can see the big step that 52 days is. Good luck - I'm sure once you're past 53 days you'll have even more determination to go further.
     
  4. Audaz

    Audaz Fapstronaut

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    Fortunately , in here worst 50 cl beer is 2.30 dollars JD 70 cl is 50 dollars ; expensive.So i can't drink i guess it could cause a relapse.
     
  5. monkotto

    monkotto Fapstronaut

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    i stopped alcohol. when i drink i must visit prostitutes or watch porn. with alcohol it is impossible to control the lust - i loose all inhibitions. so i must stop drinking alcohol.
     
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  6. MelancholyWeightlifter

    MelancholyWeightlifter Distinguished Fapstronaut

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    People joke about drinking leading to sex for a reason. You lose self-control. You say things you shouldn't, do things you shouldn't. When we are balancing on that razors edge of recovery, even a little alcohol can put us over the edge. You already know that obviously though. I'm not drinking either.
     
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  7. leadhead

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    Look on the bright side, if you were as drunk as you say, your brain was probably too messed up at the time to realize or process what you were watching. So you might have to reset your counter but i'd be willing to bet you didn't wreck as much havoc as a sober PMO :)