Yesterday I hit the 21 day mark. I am currently in the middle of a withdraw- or coming out of one rather. I have never made it this far without P before. I never thought I could feel this way. I honestly did not believe much of any of the hype about P being a drug with drug-like addictive properties, i thought it was just some over-done propaganda in the back of my head but now I am a believer, the addiction is very, very real. I have extreme insomnia and fatigue, i am fairly irritable, I constantly have what seems like a minor headache, I am currently uninspired, have high brain fog, I have flatlined, I have bags under my eyes, all my breathes are short, nothing inspires me, my muscles are sore for no reason. I feel most alive after I meditate, pray or read scripture. I have been like this for 3 days. I know I am coming out of it though, now I am on the 30 day stretch.
EoT23, Stay after it buddy. I was in a flatline of like yours, irritability, anxious, mild headache across forehead, couldn't focus or get anything done. It lasted from day 8 to about day 19, with a few days better than others. I made it through and am feeling a lot better. In fact my mood is terrific and my general zest for life is higher than I remember. Just remember keep pushing!!! It's worth it! I realize that I may face another flatline but I also realize that that flatline won't last forever. The light is getting brighter, the benefits are beginning to take form.
Great positive outlooks guys...from my experience, every time I fight through a rough week I come out stronger than before
