CHALLENGE: October 1, 2017 to December 31, 2017

Don't give up. And don't be hard on yourself. You told me that yourself

 

Damn it, I slipped in. But didn't M'd. Just did the P

 

You can do it!

 

Come 2018, since I noticed 2017 went by fast, ima make sure I'll have a clean slate. I dont even wanna phrase it like that because of the brain mechanism that if I say I'll avoid PMO, at least the P will stick out and I'll end up doing it (this is me thinking out loud). I'm just gonna say, to be super more productive to the point i'm tired since 2018 will be a special year for me (I will turn 20 on July!! Habits of early 20s may haunt me later in life (true scientific study. google it), so I'm hoping to diminish my bad habits)

 

Oh damn it. Strike two of that damn P. I almost M'd but I have a quiz on Anatomy I next Tuesday and I need my memory lol #stressfromanatomy triggered me to watch P

 

Shit happened today...got misunderstood for simply informing about this observation hour for college, seeking for a car ride. I'm doing the Physical Therapist Assistant program prereqs at my local college in hopes of transferring to Houston Community College Coleman. Long story short, my mom's bf thinks im asking around, but I was just informing him my plans and asking for a ride.Ima try not to M, but I already did P #sopissed #alwaysmisunderstood

 

I ended up doing the PMO today. I was dead on frustrated. It's so hard to talk to him.

 

Damn...I won't lie, after multiple PMOs that happened to me in the last few days, it's hard to focus lol

 

Since another month is almost ending, ima change this to October 1-December 2017. Yes, I PMOd a lot this month. Man, two more months of Anatomy I for me. Time is sure damn fast

 

Fall sem in college is sure hell fast

 

How's everyone?

 

I mindlessly just went to a website showing pornstars born under the Libra zodiac sign. But im not counting that because I didnt indulge in it and just realized the problem

 

So I had my lecture exam on Tuesday, and relapsed these last few days to relieve stress. I will be rebounding

 

Had 23 days of being PMO free. Today was a needed relapse because i was minutes away from exploding

 

For those of y’all who survived, kudos to y’all! For those that didn’t, it’s OK. I’ll be making another thread! Been a good year!