My name is Yousif 20 years old guy who lives alone I have been trying to stop porn for a long time now 1.5 years I’m getting weaker everyday I have shoulder pain chronic which increases with PMO I have colon problem and pain which increases with PMO My fantasies always a new thing Sissy porn, sometimes BDSM, gay porn. It is making me wonder a lot and I don’t know who I am anymore. My weight is 51 Kg I was 49 Kg 2 weeks ago I have a gf but alot of issues been happening with us and it is all cos my addection. I feel she started to get bored of me cos I feel like I’m broken cos of porn and masturbation. I don’t feel like a man sometimes. I made this journal so I can write what I feel, my goals and what I will do to get rid of this addection.
