Day 13: Yeah, man. Training is back. I've waited for it the whole week. I think I'm addicted to that. But I don't care. And another thing: this will keep me away from thoughts and deeds as possible.
The movie starts, Chris Kross is starring Caught me staring at you? Why would I, darling? I have been startled with your voice, my starling. And I have to tell you, guys, this is charming. I mean my play-on-words, wordplay, of course But my Source Code is as simple as Morse Dots and dashes, punches, Southpaw kicks Not a boxing fan, but I have seen flesh flicks. I hope porn stuff won't get my permission Fuck it! Was it rough? Call that Demolition. My own worst Enemy is watching me. Great. Like a Stringer I will swallow the bait. I'll show you how to deal with itchy crotch And in a couple of weeks you'll see my End of Watch. Well, for today it's over. It was your Bubble Boy Day thirteen, boys, and my heart's full of joy.
Day 14: I'm starting to lose my mind, cause' of her. And she touches me with all that caress and tells me that I should marry her. It's just a joke for her, is it? It's all because she likes to see my glowing cheeks and confusion, right? But I think (I still can think!) that my mind is no longer my master.
Yo, my people! If you want to know, I'm still on the way, but I'm too tired and it's too late, so all I want to do right now is to fall asleep. Sorry, no hip-hop for today. Thank you for understanding. Cheers!
- Wait, sir, you're not allowed to do this! Give me the mic and a kitchen spoon. I'll make your stew with My beastly rhymes that will grime you. Ingrained dirt In your mind, my reader, and maybe on your shirt. Sword To the sword, my kingdom come is not the World's End. There's no Miles, but Golden Streak, time well spent. And if you're wondering why in the world I'm writing this This could distract me from the charms of any random miss. And that's what I call "to miss the streak". Wow! I've just realised I'm on third week. How? I'm horny, but my content became weak. Now I need a rest from "rap", I was a milking cow. So I guess, that's all I can say. I'll still write my notes It's day fifteen, guys. Should put in order thoughts.
Day 15: Oh my God! I feel depression from time to time. Thank god, I've "Panic Button". No, I don't want to fap, but the thoughts' torrent is overflowing.
I'm back, suckers! I bet you didn't expect Me coming back so soon. You don't need to text tag Cause' I'm a swiggity swag nightmare stag. My "Whack Attack" Is in my sack pants, ripped on the fence. Almost broke my neck When I was trying to make power stance on it - I have no wit, shit! But there's one thing I must admit: I have problems with PMO, I just cannot quit 'Cause there's still sin in my thought and deed Even though it's deep inside, it drowns me like lead In the swamp, went deep. To the waterweed To the cursed ground. Tit for tat, don't cheat! Reach out to me, reader, I'll make hip-hop Day sixteen, be sure we'll make our way on top.
Day 16: Look, I've got some humour for you... I hadn't believed in horoscopes before... But today I've found a "Fear Horoscope" that said that people of my zodiac are afraid of beatiful women this month!!! Mind-blown!
Nothing special to say, just wanted to tell you I am reading all of your posts We can do this man!! Day 16 and Day 24 - we are awesome
Day 17: I think I don't want it at all. I mean PM stuff. Cause' all my crazy sexy thoughts have changed torrent. I'm still like brain-damaged, but I definitely want something different. I want to face my fears, if you know what I mean. Goin' mad, guys.
Day 18: NOT SO FAST! Bad thoughts and the urge came back in a lightning strike, so it won't be easy to continue. But I hope it will be better than the previous challenge.
It's day nineteen, guys, and I've made a mistake: Imagined I've already won, it won't be a headache But it was, believe me, my evil within Almost forced me to sin - all I did was to keen. I have nothing to lean on and I am depressed - Thought I'll listen forever "Leave Out All The Rest" I'm trapped in circle, but better call that the cycle Reiterated doings, psycho, I'm my own disciple. One hand on the Bible, I have to swear again To complete the task and to keep myself sane. Do not sell saints for thirty pieces of silver Or the thirty-days-challenge. The Angels still were On my side, fighting the Demons in heaven If that's my mind, it rather would be hell, Van Gogh's painting "Crows over the Wheat Field". And for me outcome will be always defeat filled With sadness, cause' each one of them is my part And my soul is screaming, it's getting teared apart. But on the outside I should keep my senses Day nineteen, brothers. I'm building defences.
Day 19: Two steps forward, one step back. Feels like I'm on Day 3, the second wave of fap-madness is approaching. Well, i think it's time to struggle.
Day 20: Seems like NoFap dudes are all pointed to the one side. Okay, I get it, no-PMO is great. But I still would like to see a human who'll say it's nothing wrong in fapping. Just for the good joke.
Day 21: Interesting service. Like if I'll scream here deep in the thread, could anyone hear me? If I just a little bit, maybe... HELP! HELP! I'M DYING FROM DEPRESSION, CAUSE' MY MARRIED EX IS STABBING MY HEART! I CANNOT EVEN SEE HER NEARBY!!!
Day 23: Nah! I'm just playing, it wasn't my heart, just my spine. Thank doctors, cause' Internet was saying that I have all the syptoms of miocarde heart attack. At 18. But I've just trained too much with weights, I know how to fix this, I'm okay.
Day 24: I've found a girl who often wants to touch me, hold my hand and stuff. Even though I know it's not even close to relationships, I just like it. I don't expect anything, if that's okay or not. Also there should be hip-hop, I know. I'll try to concentrate myself on it in a couple of hours.
Day 27: Was absent for too long. Yeah, BDay Party was so cool. Even people I've forgotten called me to congratulate me. So, I'm still on track and I don't know what to do next, I mean NoFap Stuff. I need an advice.