Yo, whaddup?.... so this is gunna be my little online nofap journey.... mainly for myself to help me get thru it, but feel free to read it if you wish.... everyday I will jus be giving little updates to let ya'll know how im getting on.... or if I've had any struggles... anything like that, u know? My ultimate goal is to go 100 days without watching any porn or masturbating at all. I've tried this nofap thing before many times in the past but i always failed... the longest I was able to do was 28 days... but ima get serious this time I'm currently on day 5 at the moment..... I was suppose to start this journal at day 1 but I guess i was too lazy when the time came lol, so I'll jus tell you about those first 5 days THE FIRST 5 DAYS The first 5 days weren't very hard really, Jus had to get into the habit of taking my mind off sexual things cos at first I found myself watching booty twerk videos without even realising lol, but ever since that I've stopped thinking sexual and haven't had any slip ups since
TODAY - DAY 5 Today has been pretty easy too, no real struggle.... but in the middle of the day I had a slight slip up... a hot girl who lives in my apartment went into the shower and I started to have sexual thoughts about her and almost touched myself.... but i stopped myself... Jus gotta try to keep my mind off it and do my regular day to day tasks.... I'll let ya'll know how I get on... peace
DAY 6 Today ha's been pretty easy once again like always ... hadn't had any slip ups... but once again like yesterday. .. I started getting sexual thoughts again midday. .. hmm... I'm gonna have to train my mind to stop doing that... any way...um. ..I'm just gunnar spend the rest of the day watching ghost videos or killemftw. .. peace
Day 7 - 1 WEEK COMPLETE!!! Again... like the previous days.... easy ... am noticing a bit more sensation down there also I'll keep you updated
Today - Day 8 Today was... "iffy" I'm not gonna say it was easy... and I'm not gunna say it was hard..... but....... I managed to find myself watching a video of a hot girls in the shower.... I did manage to get through it without touching myself but I did contemplate saying "fuck this challenge" And fap a few times... but I managed to get thru it and exit the video..... I jus gotta make sure I don't get a close call like that again in the future and completely watch NO porn at all anymore. .. let's see what happens....