Ever since I was small I have had an issue with loneliness. I was teased by my sisters about girls and I started to think that maybe if I met the right girl it would help my life. Of course that did not ever happen as I was let down again and again. Since NoFap well since a very long streak and then reassessment of my relationship with women I have finally turned a corner. It was a very subtle shift and it is hard to explain but lets just say that now for the first time in my life I am able to support other people and not reliant on women for my core self esteem.