The past few days, it has been getting really tough to abstain from MO. My desire for O is really high. At night and in the morning I am getting really strong boners, and they seem to last a while too. And I just feel helpless as I force myself to abstain.
You are going through a withdrawal from your addiction. It’s always tough the first few days then it will be better
Urges to MO don't count as libido coming back. They're probably just fluctuation in your brain chemistry, when brains start to rebalance itself to prior PMO period. It's something called overshooting and undershooting base line. You're probably experiencing overshoot period now. When you'll get a solid boner, just from looking at hot woman on the beach, I'd say your libido is coming back with vengeance
First few days, yes, but this started happening at about 20 days. I don't think I lost that ability yet.