Okay. It happened literal minutes ago. There is no justification. My brain just wanted. No P. Just good ol M and O. I didn't intend to play hard mode when I started this challenge. But circumstance conspired against me, to the effect that my girlfriend and I are "re-evaluating our relationship." And they aren't f-ing joking when they call it hard mode. I was doing just fine, but I also think I wasn't altering my view of sex and relationships. Change is hard. And I can't lie, this high is so soothing. But I know it's false. Just a little calm after the storm. I'm embarrassed and shamed by my weakness; I truly thought I could go ninety days without a single setback. I guess that's life. If you pray, I ask that you say a small prayer for me. If you don't, I'd appreciate any tips on rebounding from a reset. And on making hard mode easier.
Prayer for you, brother. I am on hard mode as well and... fuuuck. Not much advice from me at the moment, but definitely lots of support and hope. Feel free to reach out any time you need, I am almost constantly connected to some form of chat or text. And since joining I only take 5 minute cold showers, haha!
Yeah stay strong brother, only one setback, but the road still has not dissipated. I hope that things get well with your girlfriend, I know how it feels to have PMO interfere in the relationship.
