I'm starting this challenge today, September 1, 2018. Just last night I relapsed by choice after a 23-day streak. Was that a wise move? Probably not, but my addict rationale won over, so here I am. That's behind me now. I'm in it for 90 days this time and publicly announcing it here (not in my real life, of course!). I'm going the hard way, no PMO for 90 days. Let's get started!
13/90 I do feel I am struggling today thinking about relief. More the MO part of things. I also think about my ex and being with her. I feel lonely and stressed I think even though I have my kids with me now.
Day 3/90, risky business the other day looking at Instagram came upon some pretty risqué pics, got off fairly quickly...so much sexual imagery out there, takes a very concerted effort to say "No, goddammit! Not today!"
16/90! I am almost to my 20th day without PMO. I am honestly surprised that I was able to make it this far without resetting my day counter. This site has been so helpful to me, I am so grateful I came across it.
Day 12 out of 90. I got really stressed out yesterday and I felt like tapping but I didn't. My 11 day streak helped me calm myself and I resorted to reading, working out, etc. 78 day left.