Day one. Wanna stay on. I started remembering dreams after a streak so that would be a reason to stay clean because I get half my life back. Kinda. Found this quote which would be useful after you're clean i guess That guy you used to be? he's still there. He's in the backseat. Just don't ever let him drive again.
Day 6 done. Concentrating on spirituality seems to help. Biggest issue at this point is avoiding the bad reasonings that try to creep into the head and justify PMO.
Day 0/90 Checking in. Not gonna give up. Even if it takes 100 more. Update: yup relapsed. Update: brain fog ...lazines.s....unmotivated...everything can be notified.
Relapse... Nothing is going good in my life...i feel numb.. I think i cannot achieve anything in my dumb life