Day 4 of total abstinence from P. Count me in. I want to go through the year first. so 4/365. thank you
I believe in God but we can't force people to believe in God, for those people believe in yourself and we'll pray for you that you believe in God one day!
John DK I remember me and you meeting when I first signed on this thing in March I wasn't sure I was going to make it you've taken the perspiration and turned it into inspiration and I really appreciate it when the guys with high numbers come in here and say something inspirational for the guy's just joining it really is awesome me and my wife came up with an agreement yesterday that first thing in the morning she will house what day were on, that we still have work to do, and that's how amazing it's going to be when we do return for our marital reboot and that she's proud of me that right there since Shivers up my spine just to say it to you guys to know that I have another person side by side along with 72 other people gives you strength God bless every single one of you in our quest to become the better person that we always should have been
I'm sad to say that after 60 days I relapsed. I'm out for now. I got incredibly depressed after I had a very unfavorable divorce judgment where the judge greatly increased alimony and child support and delayed the house of the sale for 10 years. Basically giving away 70% of my income tax free to a cheating manipulative wife and not being able to see my kids except every 3rd weekend is torture. Until the kids turn 18, that is a decade of poverty where I will be working my ass off at a high executive job but effectively making below minimum wage. This has me thinking of dodging alimony and child support through shaddy means like leaving the country. If I can afford the 20k legal fees, I will try to appeal. Feeling that nothing in life matters I ended up masturbating which then had the chaser effect soon after. Even PMO didn't feel good, it just made me feel worse. I didn't get that fix or feeling of epheoura I thought it would bring, the only thing it did was make me feel worse. I plan to get back to nofap starting today but I need to prioritize my goals and really think about what I want to achieve out of nofap. I need a goal with a purpose and unfortunately I lost my purpose when I lost my kids, house and became a walking atm for the next decade.
I am so sorry to hear that stress that you're under we're all under stress don't remember God's Got Your Back we have to rely on him I have a similar story like yours I don't know if our marriage is going to survive I don't know if my 18 year old hair when using son is ever going to return home or die he's the only child we have empathetic to your cause and I'm so sorry that this is happening to you one relapse is not a way out though God bless you and please keep us updated
Sorry but you got the wrong quote, I'm number 63. Anyways, 2 days check-in. So far, so good. No urges yet, but I know they will soon come so I gotta stay focused.
Thank you for catching that trying to manage all this is pretty hectic but I'm doing what I can God bless you you're awesome
Midday check in and out on the patio catching some sun eating some pizza trying to get over my bronchitis hoping hoping the Sun will take it out I just realized we got 72 let's see if we can break a hundred by the end of the day your thoughts come on recruits feel it grab it touch it everything but you know what