So I am essentially in a 71+ day flatline but last Wednesday i felt something different, i was still depressed/in flatline but i felt this small spark of motivation and drive to learn and do things, the day after that female attraction was high but I fell back to my depressed self again, what does this mean? Does this mean that I'm close to coming out of the flatline?
I think this is Post acute withdrawals like everything comes in waves. I have these glimpses where I feel I can do anything and have a bit of motivation and then a day or two after back to numb state. Just got to ride it out dude. This journey is one weird tough fucking adventure.