Hello friends...I'm on day 100 something, I stopped counting days after hitting 100 days.I posted last time when I hit around 45 days I cannot remember exactly when.English is not my first language so kindly ignore grammatical mistakes. Why am I posting? Because when I was pmo addict I used to come to this site to read success stories to motivate myself, and it did motivate me finally to make me clean again after 14-15 years of pmo. Changes:Nature makes you joyful, watching rainfall, forests, rivers,listening to birds etc makes you happy.Before I didn't pay attention on how simple things can make tense mind peaceful and balanced. I became very kind person, in the same time very aggressive as well.I started to help others who need help, as much as my capacity to help.In the same time I no longer ignore or act as if I didnt hear unnecessary comments or acts by egoist people towards me. Once I approach them they turn red and blue.I usually approach politely by asking them to elaborate , then they back off.Its good for them that they don't want to see green hulk. I started going to gym for the first time in my life.In my pmo days, I thought exercise is not necessary for me and I was anxious about meeting and talking with new peoples.Now, I go to gym 4-5 days a week and about 1 hours a day. I am no longer nervous around girls.Before, I used to get intimidated by attractive girls, not any more.Now, I have become more like what's inside kind of guy.Girls who are funny, who smile, who are very caring and natural have become my type of girl.They give me raging boners in public.Stupid girls!!!Before my streak only girls with big boobs and ass were my eye candy not anymore. I get plenty stares by girls on everyday basis, 80% married women.wtf?!strange but true. Between 30-60 days in this streak I got 5 or 6 wet dreams, then I found out the culprits.Eating spicy or salty food, eating big portions before sleep made me cum at night.Now, I eat consciously before bed so I haven't got any wet dreams.Also don't imagine having sex or other lustful thoughts before sleeping. Porn craving is still there somewhere in the mind,but I found out not giving up increases your willpower and confidence which are helpful and beneficial while we are alive. Now my plan is to never engage in pmo till I die , live life fully and intensely.What about sex ?you ask me.i can make a hole in the wall right now.Picture that.so I will be fine, my worry is who will be that girl who will be at the receiving end.
Well done man!I had hit slightly over a 100 days and relapsed now I feel like total dog shit. Gotta give this up for good!