Hello body, my problem is : I am feeling so bad after doing masturbation because I remember a bad memories when I was 15, I feel depressed and very sad ; Sometimes I think about suicide. So I want to stop this bad habit forever. I just wanted to know if anyone else have a similar problem? and hopefully saw improvements. Thank you.
Every time after masturbation, I feel depressed because I had have broken the promise that I had have made to myself. After committing this filthy sin, I hate myself and I ask myself, what the hell was I doing........