Woke up and realized I had a wet dream and this the first time since I started the challenge that I actually dreamt the other time I just woke a see it buh this time I DREAMT and can still recollect the dream The excitement of recovery and knowing that I will get my erections back keep me goin Slow and steady guys
0 days no PMO. 75 days here in nofap. 1, 7 day streak and 2, 8 day streaks in that time. 6 days exercising. Pro biotics, 43 days. Rosary no Studied theory check Practiced singing check I had a fall this morning. I am becoming more self aware. I saw what was causing my temptations. Physical discomfort. I am always sore all over the place. Never really noticed it to much. Been like this for a long time I guess and I just kind got used to it. I am going to see my doctor in a couple of days for sine lab work results. I can talk to him about it then also the pins and needles in my fingertips and toes. I guess it is not just emotional pain I am trying to escape from with PMO. It seams I am escaping from physical discomfort too.
of course it will be life changing, all the rebooters said it . see how you stumble bro, where you stumble, learn from the fall, and go again. you can do it as for girls, well the idea of nofap is to beat porn addiction, not turn ourselfs into monks . if you like a girl, hit her. the thing is during a reboot you´ll have lot´s of mood swings, so it´s better to let pass at least the first month to stabilize yourself before embarking in a new relation. however if you feel the love rush can´t wait, there´s a topic somewhere on the forum for fapstronauts who are dating during a reboot, check it out. have a great day my friend.
that might be a isolated case, you still have sex, so that probably has nothing to do with nofap. the other guy might also be the same case. if 30% of men get it from natural causes, it´s perfectly within the stats. if abstain from PM was damaging then a lot more brothers would report that. plus groups of people who are truly celibatery, like buddists monks, would definetely speak out against abstinence. no bro, with nofap only good things are coming your way, and you already feel them. take care bro, fast recovery.
bro, you´re feeding the negative mindset. the more you struggle not to do something, the more you´ll tend to do that thing. you got to shift your attention 180º, engage in meaningful ativities throught the day. nofap is a huge improvement in our lifes, but ironically it´s a background goal, nofap is something we don´t do. just keep busy my friend, schedule your day, or follow the inspiration of the moment. don´t waste one second with the things you can´t do, focus 100% on the things you want to do, life your dreams.
i hope all the brothers are going well, let´s go my friends, one day at a time, one moment at a time. here´s another powerful video that shows the burden of pornstars. living with shame and guilt inevitably leads to a pattern of self destruction. many good looking people here, talented, that had self-inflicted deaths. no matter who you are, if you´re selling your body, you can´t be at peace with yourself.
Date started: Jan 25, 2019 Day 166/170 no PM (relapsed day 51, 70, 102, 150,) Day 68/90 meeting my goals in challenge Day 170 no alcohol or caffeine Day 44 of weight training - doing lots of reading of porn addict's stories and realizing I am not unique in my crazy porn journey - great bike ride today and got soaked in a squall on the way home - life is looking good as I say goodbye to this insidious addiction - keep it up fellas ... without porn! LOL Pun intended