I'm halfway through the 90 day program. I feel ok, and do not have an urge to relapse. I occupy my time and P doesn't seem to be part of my life anymore. I feel more attracted to women I didn't feel attracted before. I feel more primal and less privileged. The idea of sex with average looking women is much more welcoming than seeing P stars. I feel more natural when thinking of sex. I think that the next 45 days won't change much for me. Unless there's some bigger and more gradual change in me that will happen, I feel I've already reached the point of becoming mentally healthier. Although I'm sure I'll be a bit stronger when I reach 90 days. My balls hurt more often due to erection because I feel a need to sex. But luckily when you go to the gym the feeling disappears. Does anyone feel this way as well?