16 Days. As I look back on my day I can see that I was aggressive at times when I normally wouldn't be. Need to do some physical exercise to work off the energy. Still, that shows that my male energy is on the up.
Day 9/30. Though I made it through first 30 days. Urges are still there, but my balls are not hurting anymore and I lost that feeling that my dick wanted to explode. I don't have a need to watch porn but I have noticed that I'm more interested in women. I mean it is like I want more interaction with them and I'm not talking about sex. Maybe I was like that before, I don't know, I don't remember. "Strange" thing I have noticed is that, regardless of everything, there are more women in my life than before I started NoFap. I mean I'm getting invitations from them to meet for a drink. They even give me their phone so that I type my phone number in their phone. Is that normal?
That how it should be but I been now throught the cycle of failing so even that feeling is fading is fading and doubt is coming back ... I know wehre to place the doubt ... but it is hard will have stressfull day at work today. Thanks for the answer! But I feel that the there is intensiv phase still head of me. Did not imagine that the 3th weekend in front will be most diffcult ... I am right now constand awarness fight like every 5 min I need to get my brain away from the thoughts ( thoughts about fucking my PC bascly, damn) , it makes me unconsentrated at work and then stress gets into play, then I need to fight this with active relaxation and as far as I am able to go into medtiation - it works but it is realy hard work ... have the feeling I could sleep for month - but at the same time feel like having energy for 24h binging ... this shit is so a power full demon.
17 days on the mountain. It has been a long time since I have had such a long streak. I need to avoid the temptation of having "celebratory" PMO to "reward" myself because that would be the stupidest thing ever. I would end up feeling empty and crap. I'm feeling plenty of urges and discomfort...but I am not feeling empty!
I just MOed :| - but no P and only little imagination - but well I was alone and all that are condtioning factors as well. Will not reset my counter unless I do it again in the next 7 days. All in all it is still progress, and I can not lose motivation now...
Learn from the relapse , just stay away from your dick , it really is that easy , if you start edging that's the beginning of hell as edging is the devil . You didn't look at porn . That's good as porn is toxic for our minds . Stop wanking and let the motivation build up and go fuck done real women like the warrior you are
Send your little friend down there to vacation for a week. Don't bother him. Leave him alone. After a week you will get used to the distance. Don't play with it. Stay pmo free..the first days are the HARDEST!!