Mxmor16

so I grabbed my IPad to talk to you guys. It’s a struggle but I must keep marching forward. You wit me???

But I said a prayer to Jehovah and told myself I’m stronger than that and I must keep on the path of righteousness and success.

My 1sr instinct was to go watch porn and receive some type of gratification since II feel unappreciated.

when the people you care for take you for granted. As a man I must chalked it up as a missed opportunity but learn from it

They did not realize that I was in the next room and I overheard the conversation. As father and provider it’s hurtful,

It is also linked to emotional stress, a family member just let me down and hurt me.

I can see how depression and disappointment is linked strongly to this habit.

To carry this burden, until I can toss it away. THANK YOU all for believing in me.

I pst on this site because “you”. You are becoming my “ROCK next to my CREATOR”. You hear me out and give me strength

The want is still there but the desire and need is dissipating. I struggle thru each day but when the urge is to much,

The struggle is real gentlemen, I’ve never gone this long without porn. Since joining the group the desire is fading

I feel a sense of accountability to this group to stay the course and be free. So I did not give in.

Aw man, yesterday was a rough day for me. I wanted porn, I needed porn so bad but I did not give in.

It helps to have the support of the group, I know I’m new here but you guys are awesome. Thank you for the support.

This as a deterrent to keep me from falling victim to my urge

Even though I had good sex with the wife yesterday I’m struggling today because I want to watch porn. I wrote

Thanks for the support, learning how to retrain my thought pattern

what do you do when are having those strong urges?, thought I would type this in instead of giving in to the desire.

I’m happy to get the help I need to recover from this and conquer my addiction.