Self-Discipline (Don't PMO!) December 2018 - monthly accountability thread

Just going to complete pmo free december soon.. Cheers...

 

PMO free for December!

 

December is almost over great work everybody

 

Dear Fellow-Fighters,
I have to confess that I broke our commitment again last night. Sorry for that. When I joined NoFap this June I had a 4month streak, but since then the addiction gains back its grip on my life.
Yesterday I had my early warning indiciators: undisciplened eating during the day, bump with wife, alone in the living room at night watching unintersting movie, starting surfing „innocent“ pages….

From the outside everyone could tell I was heading in the wrong direction. Bt every step felt so innocent, so deserving… Now Im back to square 0.

Ist remarkable how my brain could ignore last night all the pain and shame that hits me now in the face. Im so sick of that.
For now I will get up and conquer those last 3 days of december. May it pave the way for a better 2019.

 

Was hoping to go complete December with nofap...finally settled with just last week of 2018 & December without it.

 

Happy new year you hero's of NoFap.

Special thank to Grandpa61 and wasatch343 for your support, which I will keep in mind when the battle for january now starts.

 

Completed December and i finished 2018 without porn! Now looking forward at 500 days without porn

 

Had the Jan 2019
monthly accountability thread been created?

 

I dont want to fap any more.masturbating for years.After every session i say i wont do from tom. But always do.Now theres a new hope.i hope these challenges will help.i want this to be a 90 days no PMO challenge