I'm feeling extremely low today. It's only day 3 w/o viewing sexual images and day 4 since I pmo'd. It's going to get worse I'm sure. I read that for some people it takes 6-12 months to reboot?!?! I started flapping to porn young. Like 11 young. I'm pissed at myself that I didn't start this streak years ago. PMO is not an option. I don't want to be in the position I'm in now one year from now, thinking why did I keep relapsing, I could have been rebooted by now, etc. I have been trying for years. "Trying". Fuck trying. There is no try. Either do or do not.
Yes! I love your energy! Bringing out the freaking Yoda quotes. Nothing gets me more motivated then Star Wars. If there is even a single drop of doubt in your brain, it leaves you open to relapse. I literally believe, 100%, that I am unable to PMO. I am physically incapable. I believe in you man!
I'm pissed too that I haven't started before yesterday. But there's no point in beating ourselves up over it, we just have to hang onto that mental image of how we're going to feel a year from now sticking with it.
I'm in the same shoes as you brother. However turn that feeling of hate and disgust towards PMO and not yourself, you will overcome I am sure.
Thanks for the encouragement. Good advice. BTW I checked out that link on the ten questions to ask if thinking about relapsing. Brilliant. Favourited. I recommend it to everyone.
