You know how hard it is to pick up oneself after a relapse (easier said than done), it's been a big challenge for me. I want to continue towards the journey of finding healing and recovery, many times when I relapsed I felt emotional distress and a feeling of low, I would loose faith in my ability to 'fight'. I just realized yesterday that there is this deep emotional pain, that has been fuelling my negative addiction, i feel this addiction is more than i can bear, it's a big burden placed upon my shoulders. It's made my life difficult. i need change, i hope we will all break free
Just stick with it. After a relapse, you should only focus on staying clean for the next 24 hours. We've all fallen before, and many of us will again. It's all about how you handle the set backs and get back on the horse.