Hi. How are you all doing? I am new here because I just discovered & joined this community after a recent relapse. I've been addicted to porn & masturbation for so long, that I don't know when it started. I want to be free from this addiction to porn & masturbation because it makes me... feel distant from God fear that something terrible will happen to my reproduction system the creation of pornography is harmful to actors it is a form of cheating on my future spouse it is a sickening act to fap to porn For me, boredom & urges is what fuels this addiction. I did not take actions to solve this addiction sooner because I feared telling someone about the problem & I did not knowing how to take steps to recovery. Thanks for reading, -RPN