Daily Intention Thread : "Today, I am... + POSITIVE AFFIRMATION"

Today, I am the person I have always wanted to be.

 

Haha, yes. Was referring to porn. There are people who have that problem though unfortunately.


Today, I am continuing to stay busy in order to take control of porn instead of porn controlling me.

 

Today I'm being gracious with myself in terms of productivity.

 

Today I will start another journey to stop using porn because it hurts my relationships and hurts my ability to perform in bed.

 

yeah

 

Today is another chance to change my life.

 

Today I will walk away and do something different when I feel tempted

 

You dont have any ability to Perform in bed thats why you're Here. I dont have an opportunity at least with a Woman

 

Today I will not use porn because this is what it does to you. You work and work and work and think you'll be perfect once you get to 30 days, 45 days, 90 days, whatever. And then the pressure builds up inside you. You get bored, needy, cravy, whatever the fuck you want to call it. And it just controls you. It sucks you into a never ending hole of lust and unsatisfied desire. You keep wanting more and more and more and more and you are never satisfied. Your brain thinks it will be satisfied but it never is. Then when you relapse, your confidence is lost, your energy is lost, your mojo is lost and you know you'll have to wait another several goddamn weeks before getting it back, and then you don't even know if you can make it because you've never been past 30 days. And you look people in the eye the next day and you think, "what's the point." I can't have sex anyway. I can't feel like I enjoy human interaction anyway. I can't feel anything. I'm not motivated to do anything. God damn it. God damn it damn it damn this stupid fucking habit. I see so many guys on here saying "I will give it up today. Today is a new day," and their counter remains at 2 days. Pff. I myself have been trying to stop doing this shit for 2 years. I've been trying to give it up for two fucking years and I can't make it past a couple of weeks. Fuck me. I fucking suck. I. Suck. I'm a sucky suckster who sucks his own suckiness. Fuck. I'm so tired I don't even know how to set back my counter. I can't find the button. Lol. Fuck man, all I want to do is kick this fucking habit. All I want to do is be perfect. All I want to do is have everyone like me. All I want to do is read 1 book every day, learn a new language, have a successful dating life, work the best job in the world, and have everything. Is that too much to ask. I'm being sarcastic now. I realize I put a lot of pressure on myself. But fuck, it's hard not to. How do I keep fucking up? I set a goal to go 30+ days without PMO, and I failed again and again and again. Fuck man. God damn this shit...I don't even know what to do anymore. My choices now are A) keep jerking off and spiral into depression and nothingness B) kill myself C) come back even stronger. I think anyone reading this knows what the right thing to do is, and that's exactly what I'm going to do.

 

Today I am moving on from my past mistakes towards a new future.

 

Today I am remembering that God always loves me.

 

Today, I am mindful of the my needs and those of others.

 

Today I am really tired and anxious but I'm not letting going to let that get in my way.

 

Today I'm going to eat well, read, exercise and learn something new. I'm also not going to watch porn haha.

 

Ya dude, addiction sucks. And there's all different types of it. People overcoming addiction feel this way all the time, but that's exactly the proof realized by the addict to show they are doing something right for themselves. God can be a huge loving tool if you allow him to be as well.
Good luck on your goals bro.


Today, I am going to be productive even though I don't want to be.

 

Today i will not masturbate because people say that my eyes looks high and also lacking efficiency in work

 

say NO to masturbation

 

Today I will not look at porn because I love God

 

Today I am going to direct my own thoughts in a positive & realistic manner.

 

Today i will not masturbate cause i wanna cure my PIED