I am 20 years old in college. This is very awkward for me to be even typing but I realized that I have a problem. It's very weird that I have been told as a Christian to refrain from masturbation and porn but always saw it as something bad. But God has a weird way of doing things. I learned I had a problem a couple days ago when I was with a new girl in my dorm. We engaged in sex for hours and although I said it was a matter of manliness and even pointed out that I was better than some of the men that she had been with, deep down inside I knew that something was wrong and she too seemed disappointed with herself for not being able to make me cum. Well I did some online research shortly after and realized that it was masturbating alone that had become the problem and going rough handed wasn't helpful either. I did a quick google search for the cure and I landed myself at yourbrainonporn(.)com and many of the men seemed to have had similar problems. I even think that my brother too who was a big porn addict also may have come across the information in the past but failed to divulge it understandably. Well today will be the 2 day of no fapping and the 1st without sex. I want to be an average MAN and I realize the dangers of porn and will do my best to not allow my son to ever into that disappointing world.
