111/365. I started out the day great with reading a religious scripture, and doing a good, customized to my needs, workout.
The Second I had an erotic dream about a woman I knew from before. It was so vivid. My mind is putting in overtime in sexual fantasy. Good thing there was no nightfall.
This morning was toughest the urge was strongest what I experienced so far I have to admit that I opened incognito mode watched it then tried to do it but after 5-10 mins I stopped everything for sake of this streak and this is the first time I did this kind of thing during this abstinence, btw after that I am feeling Lil bit better but am kind of concerned if I have lost streak So can anyone tell does it still count or it's over? Thanks in advance
This was my post at the morning And now few hours later it's all over this time journey was absolutely smooth until this few hours this is the farthest I've ever come still I loose everything I don't know what I gonna do now Maybe I would take a break from this forum for few days and then decide what I would do Until then Best of luck everyone
Hey man, ok. Try to look at what you've accomplished, and be proud of that - you did good. Take what you've learned forward into the next challenge, if you decide to. Take care of yourself bro.
You don't have to let your mind dwell on that. I have learned that thoughts have a powerful effect on behavior. You can redirect your mind to other things quite easily if you try. But if you let your mind wander anywhere it happens to go and dwell there, sooner or later you will act out whatever it takes you to.