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I am a Mexican citizen with tons of personal dilemmas. On one hand, I am facing this YOLO idea. This have led me to bisexual practices while doing drugs. This adrenalin explosion faces my "rational" part, which have made me realize that that road leads me nowhere.

I want to marry a woman and have children. Yet, my personal confidence is damaged, due to homosexual PMO, which I have always though of "just fun". Well, while it has been fun, it have seriously affected my personal, social and romantic life. I love women, and I am genuinley attracted to them, and I want to meet a beautiful one and share my life with her. Yet, changes need to be made, and that is why I am here. Please help me when I am faced with urges, which are practically all day. I am seriously willing to get better and healthier.