Hang in there, man. Trust the process. Probably not easy to deal with, thinking your age is a factor. Lots of people make huge improvements on PIED with a solid NoFap reboot. We'd all encourage you to try it out! Would love it if you have time to start a journal thread with those of us in the 40+ area :) http://nofap.com/forum/?forums/21
For me its half program and half fellowship. Click on these people and post a "hello" on their profiles: @2525 , @vxlccm , @I_can_and_I_will , @IAmJustAGuy , @weddingnails , @PatrickR , @Roady , @Beamer , @CrushPornBeneathYourFeet , @Arohamystic @MLMVSS @Rising Sun !! @Ready to be healthy @Struggle Bug , @Evig Faith
The community on NoFap is vast and diverse. Check out the NEW USERS: LIST OF REBOOTING RESOURCES https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/50878/ You will find a support system. Look around the forums and profiles, there are many friendly people here. Also, be sure to say "hello" on the member's profiles I listed above. Look at their profiles, find who they are chatting with and say hello to them as well.