I first viewed porn when I was around 10. But this was on a VHS tape as the internet didn't exist. I was immediately intrigued. I became infatuated the moment I got a 28.8 Kbps modem and found my first nude picture. But it wasn't until a high-speed connection allowed me to download large movie files that it became a hobby. I didn't think of it as an addiction, but that is likely because I've never had to withdrawal from it. Porn was always readily available.
Similar here...i remember buying porn in middle school, but not anything that led to this I think. For me though, the killer was the phone chat lines. I started calling those in high school. More in college. I started meeting girls off of them, then that led to internet, which was much easier and free. But i wasted just as much time on those phone lines...those fuckin' phone lines!!!
I have three immediate relatives who are womanizers so objectification of women just came natural to me. But seriously seeking sexually explicit material, started with Wasn't Me by Shaggy and Slave by Britney Spears (music videos). Then I found just porn pics, there was a site I used to spend literally hours to get a few pics on 56k connection.
Because sex is just so interesting! And when I was about 10, I heard some older boys talking about P. So I just HAD to see what it was all about. So that's basically it. After seeing P once or twice, I got addicted to it. I just had too se more and more and more. It felt like a whole new world for me.
Curiosity at the age of 13. In the first place I was kind of freaked out, however I became interested and eventually dragged myself down with P and M.
It felt really good when I PMO'ed for the first time when I was 13. I just started touching myself to porn one day (not knowing what would happen.) Then I thought about how fun it would be to MO to all sorts of different things. I began to PMO more frequently through high school when I was uber depressed and not confident enough to speak to women. I'm not saying it was the right way of coping, but it got me through some hard times.
My best friend, a neighbor, taught me all about P. Well actually it started as pic swapping in AOL chatrooms lmao, this was when everyone was using AOL. Parental blocks were in place, and so pic swapping was all the rage. Then came the browsers, and watching P became an after school activity basically. From 12-18. Then my I gave up masturbation for 5 years. And now here I am again, ready to conquer this vice once and for all.
My older brother used to watch it so i started too but now i am getting rid of it and blocked most of it.
Porn magazines from friends...even old playboys under a bridge. Even HBO that we didn't subscribe to but I would fantasize about the wavy screen. I also PMO to tons of MTV or cosmopolitan magazine!! I was 12 and 13 at start. eventually I started buying porn magazines...way before internet. when internet came out it was ridiculous, I was viewing porn as much as I could, even when I had girlfriends..my addiction didn't care. I was selfish and had to have the O and feed the beast.
Out of curiosity when I was about 11. I probably typed "sex" into the search bar and guess what came up. The first few times I did it I felt both guilty and excited. But I kept going back.
Lol, tom745, I remember the static fuzz, you could just make out the shapes of bodies writhing...also my Uncle had playboys, and I remember cosmo as well. I suppose I was introduced to erotic material several years before the internet too.