It's been several years now that I've been watching porn and I can honestly say that I'd really thought I'd stop by now. The idea of growing out of my horny teenage years into a young adult really convinced me things would change but alas I was wrong. I have gone through at most a week with out "fapping" thus proven to myself that I can do it. The irony being that since i think I'm in control I'll stop when life gets more serious e.g marriage/business ect... I've come to the realisation that I am fooling myself which only makes things worse. My hope is that through surrendering to a higher authority or even a forum with people who can help support me will ultimately bring back to a good and pure place.
I feel you there man. I was kinda in the same boat. Then all the sudden your an “adult” and you still have the same boyish habits. Glad to see you’re gonna make the effort to be the best you can be.