I have been in hard more reboot mode most of the summer. All together I have been PMO free 71 of the last 75 days. My current length is 24 days. The longer I spend in the reboot process them more time I seem to spend thinking if I really want a long term relationship/marriage. I've had several long term relationships that eventually had the light go out for various reasons. The dating world today especially at my age is just so cruel. Dates are job interviews. You get graded against some arbitrary checklist that if you don't meet means you are out the door. The process just wears you out. I never thought I would welcome a lack of libido. I don't just feel numb physically but mentally.
