I have been addicted to porn since my teens and I am now in my 20's. During my years of abusing porn, I got into some pretty weird stuff (e.g. facesitting, fart fetish, ass worship, etc) but I have not PMO'd for a month now. However, yesterday my gf bought these new panties that made her ass look amazing. I started kissing her... then kissing her ass... then we engaged in a little facesitting session. Here's the kicker; she started farting while sitting on my face (which she knows I like) but she didn't touch me down there and I did not O. Now considering the fact that I used to look up porn where girls sit on guys faces and force them to smell their farts... I feel pretty guilty. I am wondering if this is okay to do with my girlfriend or should start my clock back to 1?
I can say i am aroused by what you have written. Weirdly i felt like nofap was a safespace, i was acting like it. Well nowhere is safespace at least i learned that. Infact i searched ''fart fetish'' myself. luckily im flatlining already so... btw: fetish with a woman is not an equal to fetish to a porn. In fact its mentally good I would say.