Leonardo

I am nearly 30 and honestly my addiction to porn stems from
a very numb place. but no more, if anyone is willing to be my accountability buddy please msg me. i want to beat this i want to feel again, because honestly it has affected me much more than i had realised. It made me somewhat emotionless i am also a sex addict which honestly was not healthy in no way.
There is no connection when i went through it and it was a get away from the real. whether it was porn and masturbation or a quickie i just craved it and it spilled into other areas of my life.

it is only in the last year that i have felt that i want to get to know the real me, my inner self made me realise i have never been able to make a deep connection with myself as a being.

well thats me NoFap 2days now and going

i have no hobbies, more like a way of life, martial arts, yoga and tai chi, philosophy