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Just starting out on day one of what I hope to be a new life. Have become so twisted in my views and actions that I don't feel like a real person anymore. Am so ashamed of what I've done and what I've become, who I've hurt, People I should regard as precious to me, but I continue to hurt. I've lost all real motivation aside from the pursuit of orgasm. Flitted through life never achieving anything of value. Have the support of a loving partner and parents (and at 32 I still live with them), but still feel so lost.

Hill walking, cooking, reading, music, and of course, masturbation.