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I read online that someone's ND's were released and felt like I was missing out by not seeing them, I'm not missing out. Mind vs. me. I win.
Day 4: I did a lot today, which helps suppress any urges I have. I'm thankfully pushing forwards rather easily. 9/11/19 < 86
Day 3: Did the usual for a day like today, I am starting to dream, also I'm having weird groin tingles for some reason. 9/11/19 < 87
I wonder if that's what's been causing me not to dream.
Started taking cold showers today, also I am going to stop drinking coffee (at least not as much).
I dreamed of almost M'ing, it was strange since I normally don't dream. Felt weirdly scared going to bed which is unusual. Nice.
I have a question, has your libido and sexual preferences returned back to normal? I don't get aroused to girls like I used to, will this change?...
I see, what do you mean by subconsciously scared?
Note to self: Using your phone before bed leads you to M, taking long hot showers does the same, stop doing these things.
Fair, I have however found someone who has gotten their mind wrapped around the whole fetish, and I think it's a really good read.
Day 2: I went out today, felt groggy, sometimes thoughts invaded my mind, I focused on my breathing instead of the thoughts. 9/11/19 < 88
Hi! And you're welcome!
Before I answer the question, let me establish a few things:
I too have this issue and I wonder the same as well, I have...
Day 1: Beginning of abstaining from PMO*, not feeling any benefits yet, I will however continue to keep track of my progress. 9/11/19 < 89
I may have just relapsed, but I will continue pushing forward, I must. < 90