Hello there I'm new user! Anyway I wanna ask, I love basketball so much I started around a year ago(that time I was still fapping and watch porn like at least once a day). It's like whenever I'm in home I'm so excited to play ball and when I arrive at the field. I play around a bit , get tired then I just lost all the will to win, I started to question myself like, "there are better people here , I don't think my team needs me" and "why am I even in the court I suck so much" and even to questions like "why am I still living no one likes me(I'm friendless)" so it's more of like self esteem problems. But I'm around 1 week to not masturbating and watching porn. I start to see drastic changes to my bball performance! I started to have the will to win, to try my best even losing usually when I lose I just say f it and sit on the bench, now I also want to meet and socialize with people on the court(before this I was like f every1) . So this is the story of my lyf and I'm curious is this sudden burst of energy to live comes from not fapping, or just sheer willpower ? So sorry it's a little bit off topic this is literally the first time I open up to any1 and here I am writing on the forums to let evry1 know xD
If you are serious about something, you give up anything that would slow you down. When you succeed, it was no sacrifice. Being serious about basketball should really assist your reboot.