it is as if reality became porn in and of it's self. looking at p for sooooo long....and quiting for three years. I see how I was looking at women, as an object, now I was not having dirty thoughts, or undressing her, or anything. but still, the WAY I looked, it was as if I was looking at porn. so now I am not even gonna look at women, getting out of my happy place!!!!!!!!! that reward system. I do not need rewards,...for looking? how cheap and shallow.
Well done on three years of no p. I'm glad to see that you realize that the pleasure gained from list is empty.
Ya I totally agree with you. I've actually found myself doing the same thing. Even if it's not exactly intentional.
