I was sitting and studing in my room, NO porn watching or fantasizing and suddenly strong urges hit me and I had erection, i just touched my penis and ... BOOM, it was the beginning of an orgasm, I immediately took my hand off my penis but still i saw few drops of semen (pre - cum) on my underwear. I had the feeling that an orgasm was building up and starting but it was not a full blown orgasm. Should I count it as a relapse? Although I dont think its a relapse.
You edged bro. I don't think it's a relapse but never do this again. And be careful, often after edging you'll have even stronger urges! Next time you feel them go take a cold shower. Seriously.
Yeh i think its kind of edging, and i wont count it as relapse and i will be careful in future to avoid it. It was kind of wet dream.