20 days in to my reboot and I honestly haven't missed porn at all. In fact I've started to see the damage it has been doing to me. I've been saving porn on to my computer since I was about 18, which is literally half my life. Most of it was fairly vanilla but there was stuff in there that was abusive as well, and wierd, stuff I'm not actually in to but escalated to watching. And now, it's gone. I don't need it and I don't want it.
Hi there! Welcome to NoFap! What a great first step. With that crap gone, you can focus completely on your reboot. You're right -- you don't need it. Nobody does. Stay strong and good luck
Good job dude! I deleted all the porn bullshit the first day of my NoFap lifestyle. 95 days ago . I feel great. Keep it up!
Hey bro did u really complete 95 days? Now, can you get an erection just by thinking about sex or women? :\
I can if I think deeply on me having sex with a sexy woman. I can get an erection if I free my libido control and I look deeply in the ass of a girl. But in the same time, I don't instantly get an erection by looking at a sexy pic. It just doesn't trigger me because I'm not in the bed with the girl, I'm not having sex with her, so why should I jerk off at her pic. I, however can appreciate the beauty of girls, rather than being obsessed sexually over them. And that's great, because I remember when I would get sexual feelings at any girl pics. I get an erection if I want to. Isn't it great? I can see any porn videos and not get an erection, if I decide to free my libido then I'll get an erection. ( I of course don't watch porn videos because they are garbage ). Basically I open and close my libido. That's why I feel great, because I don't obsess over any female and I live my life peacefully doing productive things. I sometimes tried to think deeply about sex and revive my libido, and my penis started to go up. When I don't revive it, I can look at any pic or sexual videos I want lol.
Spoiler: Triggering I trained my libido control by watching porn videos for a test. I noticed that when the ass of a girl was getting licked by another girl, the penis started to go up because of the tongue action. I therefore controlled my penis who stopped at midway and went back again. Then it started to go up again and went back again. That's not really edging, more like half edging lol. I did this like 3 test times during my 95 days of hard mode. Now, I'm able to wheter decide to free my libido and get an erection by watching sexual stuff or I decide to keep my libido slept for whatever time I want and watch any sexual videos I want ( I, of course, don't watch them ). Isn't it great? And with all of this, I don't have urges to watch sexual videos, neither urges to have sex. I decide when to have sex, with the right girl, a girl I love, of course.
Keep going, you'll have sexual feelings again. Flatline can't be forever. Also, don't try to test your libido everyday, you risk to get back to the dark side. Test your libido only if you have a clear mind and you are able to control yourself.