Im literally posting this to keep myself from relapsing. One disappointment/thing gone wrong after another over the last few days and the PMO demons are calling out to me....Fuck off you little dipshits, I'm not buying your bullshit anymore. Staying the course and day 15 of my reboot is not going to end in a goddamn sticky stress mess. Fuck Fapping
Had a similar thing this morning. Woke up with wood and pmo thoughts crept in. Came on here to remind myself why Im doing this.
SOME MOTIVATIONAL INFO PRESERVATION OF SEMEN GIVES LIFE: Semen is found in a subtle state in all the cells of the body. Just as the buttermilk is thinned after the butter is removed, so also, semen is thinned by its wastage. The more the wastage of semen, the more the body deteriorates and weakens. The preservation of semen is the secret of good health and longevity, and of all success in the physical, mental, intellectual and spiritual planes. He who has even a little bit of semen preservation will tide over a crisis of any disease very easily. It is also true that one who preserves semen striclty is usually not afflicted by any disease. After Dhanvantari, founder of Ayurveda (Herbal Medical Science) taught all details about this science, his students enquired about its keynote (essence). In the reply, master asserted," I tell you that semen is truly a precious jewel. It is the one most effective medicine-nectar indeed-, which destroys diseases, decay and death. For attaining peace, brightness, memory, knowledge, health and Self-realisation, one should observe the way of semen preservation, the highest Dharma, the highest knowledge, greatest strength. Saluting celibacy first, the cases beyond cure, I cure, Aye' celibacy can undo all
Thanks for the replies all. Was nice to wake up and see all the supportive messages. No fucking PMO for this guy. Went to the gym this morning for some Olympic lifting and hit a 30in box jump without really thinking about it. Onward with day 16. FUCK FAPPING
I'm writing another post here because I can't fucking sleep and so I don't relapse. Just finished day 23. Wife and I were out of sync all day and arguing. I'm trying to get to sleep on the fucking couch. My brain won't quit with reminding me of times I fucked things up, risks and opportunities I didn't take, stupid decisions, times I've sold myself short. I know I can't change the past but my mind keeps wanting to go there. I can't help but wonder what a different course life would have taken at any of several crossroads moments. Fuck Fapping
You can make it, bro. Don't give in; think about the face that will look back at you in the mirror tomorrow morning.
I am a going mad, since I am choosing to get rid of sexual thoughts, completely for a time . no more .