After another successful 30 days and only giving into m twice. And p once, I seriously consider that a success story. Considering I once couldn't even go a full day without multiple times. Anyways about last Thursday for the first time since I was about 18... I'm 25 now, I felt like a damn man. Over a long period of time I have felt unmasculine and couldn't control situations like a man would. But after abstaining and working out and taking better care of myself I got that vigor back. I got that inner desire and passion. In was absolutely fan freaking tastic. I felt alive! I felt in control to any situation at hand and others could tell. My thoughts were positive and I didn't mind sharing them and conversation with others. It was the most satisfying day of my life in a really long time. I really wish I had known how badly on was effecting me long ago. But now that I do my whole world is opening up. It's hard to understand until you have been addicted to p before and have come out of it. I am finally seeing my old self again, that mans man version of myself.... I love that guy! Missed being me but I'm reconnecting again
Great post dude. Can really relate to the things you say. The world is opening up. Congrats to your success! Keep going!
I can relate, believe I'm on week six. I can feel my spirit rising, rising to fight for what I want in life.
I can definitely relate also, havent felt like myself since I was 18, I'm 26 now and I can begin to feel the old me coming back.
Yeah man, I'm the same exact way. For a long time I felt like I was pretending to be my old self and now I just am. If that makes any sense, I just am myself. I don't have to compensate for my secret or put on a fake attitude.