How's everyone doing? Ok so long story short, this is my fifth attempt on nofap...currently on day 22, but I feel like shit. I feel like I'm so confident and motivated for a couple of days and then being the shittest guy on earth. Insecure, low self esteem, and no motivation to do anything. Also my dick feels dead, but somehow I still have urges to watch porn and fap. I even had a wet dream last night but didn't ejuclate? Right now I'm feeling really hopeless and depressed.
so it was not a wet dream. you will also have wet dreams. everything you wrote in your post is normal during this journey. you will also have strong mood swings. find things which will calm you down. long walks, meditation...whatever. calm down. you are not the shittest guy on earth... wait maybe you are...but believe me here are many many many shittest guys. just kidding. you have an addiction and you are trying to battle this addiction. good luck.