Hi. Haven't posted here in a while. For a time I kind of gave up on taking this seriously. But some personal events in my life made me realize I want to give nofap another genuine try. My current streak started because when I faped, I didn't feel good. But not in a shame or guilt type of way. I physically didn't like it. Before fapping I was very horny (something triggered me). Usually at this level of horniness, I'll fap immediatly. I was controlling myself for abut 5 days, which was really challenging for me in my state. However, I fell in love with the feeling in me. It felt like there was a fire in me, ready to have a passion for life. It's uncomfortable, but once you get passed that uncomfortability, it's really pleasant. So for the past 11 days I haven't had any urge to fap. I was just truly enjoying life. Until about a few minutes ago. I had a slight urge to look up some porn and jerk off but I quickly controlled it. The urge is gone now. But I came on here to get back into the community a bit and really take this seriously. This struggle has beating me for years. But, I really do think it's TIME TO QUIT NOW!
