Had a few conclusions the last week. I need to get out more. I'm more social than I was 4 years ago but I'm still spending my weekends at home watching porn and smoking weed. I'm quitting weed and its pretty easy I'm not worried about that. I made plans with my friends to go out into my white trash city. It's a good step, I find I'm good at talking to hicks, rednecks, and various other types of white trash cause I'm one myself, especially those of the opposite sex. I need to try and be less unapproachable. I have a closed in way of carrying myself and I'm easily annoyed. I need to work on that. I'm not going to be Mr.social. Ever. That simply isn't me. I've been told by multiple people recently that I seem withdrawn and distant. I need to be more in the present. Lastly I need to get over my fear of rejection and this transcends not just the social part of my life. I always take the path of least resistance. I need to take more risks. Maybe I'll start doing fentanyl I think that is a good step.
Dam bro, are you me? This literally sounds like I could’ve typed this about myself because it’s completely accurate. Except for the weed part, I don’t like weed.
very proud of you man. How did it go? how did you meet this person? people need to cut the shit with the whole “the right person will come when you least expect it” that’s bullshit. The only way to get women is to get off your ass and do something about it.
It went well. Thank you! Bumble ironically I dropped that attitude and stopped thinking like sadsap and pulled myself up by my bootstraps and did something about it. It actually wasn't that hard once I started trying.