I did not M but I wanted to see if my porn blocker would also block rude images. I have no idea why i checked that, I think my brain was just trying to get me watch something. I knew I would eventually try and rationalise with myself yet I still fell for it. Anyways I've reset my counter back to 0 to remind me to take this seriously. I will also keep a mental counter which reminds me of how many days I have not M'd/O'd. Any Advice in regards to blocking the images?
Yes, definitely. Here is the definition of porn = writings, pictures, films, etc, designed to stimulate sexual excitement. As you can see, erotic literature is also porn. In addition, there are porn subs - things not designed to stimulate sexual excitement, but they do for you. These could be male bodybuilder pics, bikini galleries or even Facebook or other social media sites. We live in a sexualised world and we are bombarded with triggers that can cause us to become aroused. I am not against blockers. But they are a tool, not a solution. Moreover, they are not a magic wand. No doubt you have the ingenuity to get around a blocker or if you keep 'testing' it, you will likely breach it from time to time. The better defence is your control over your brain and your own will. So, work on mental strength, be strict with yourself and give your brain the chance to heal, rewire and finally reboot. Resetting your counter was the right thing to do. Now, stay strong @RE:covery!
First question, YES. Second question, see if you can use the porn blocker to manually block sites. (I don't know if you can; I've never used it.) Keep in mind that a human is smarter than a porn blocker, and you will always be able to find something if you choose to do so. You are the last line of defense. Also, edit your host files. Instructions to do so: Mac Open up Terminal (find it using the Spotlight tool) Type sudo nano /etc/hosts Enter your computer’s password To block your time-wasting sites, type in the following: 127.0.0.1 website.com Repeat step 4 until you’ve entered all your time-wasting sites Save the host file by hitting ctrl+o and then the return key Flush your computer’s cache by entering the following line: sudo dscacheutil -flushcache Windows (Windows 8/7/Vista/XP) Open Notepad and click File –> Open Open up the following file: C:\WINDOWS\SYSTEM32\DRIVERS\ETC\HOSTS To block your time-wasting sites, type in the following: 127.0.0.1 facebook.com www.website.com Repeat step 3 until you’ve entered all your time-wasting sites Save the file and close
I think that deep down, you know whether looking at hentai can hurt you or help you. If it were me, I wouldn't look at hentai for a second. It is still too revealing. And that is your mind playing tricks on you....
That is exactly what happened bro, I should've been stronger in preventing it. But at least I beat my previous streak and can now start again
Be patient with yourself. You have to adopt the mind set of " I am in it for life!" Check out the US Navy Seals and how they prep their minds. It is just a start, but it should help. No matter what happens, find a way and never give up.
fersure it is, those japanese dudes can draw things the human body could never do, demon monkeys with wings that have medusa penis's with 6 pack muscles with fangs ripping apart school girl chicks... big time capital P right there .. "oh no mr.machashima, your transforming !!!" ( school girl hentai voice)