Im a 14 year old boy. I come from a very religious background (and till last year i was pretty good in my life. I knew about masturbation since the age of 11 but never masturbated due to moral and religious reasons. Until last year when curiosity got into me and i fapped for the first time. This became a regular process and i couldnt stop. Since day 1 of fapping im trying to stop this addiction. You guys are lucky, you fap to atleast ‘normal’ things. I have a fucked up femdom fetish which destroys my self confidence. I have however not watched porn yet, because i know the day i watch it its over for me. I fap to erotica or my imagination. Ive tried everything- cold showers, exercise and all the stuff. But nothing is helping me. I do not wish to live such fucked up life but i cant help it. The longest ive gone without fapping is 3 days (Ive done this multiple times 11 or 12 three days streak) but i keep relapsing. Its taking a mental effect on me. I do not know what to do next. Please provide suggestions.
At your age it's going to be hard for you to let it go but but what helped to overcome this bad habit was guilt When I did it I felt pleasure but after doing it for everyday for 2 years I stopped getting that same pleasure and the guilty feeling was very heavy then this pleasure So if you feel bad by doing it then you will stop for sure Remember do not stay alone Even if you are alone in your room Don't lock the door Read something religious in night Pray to the lord to give you the power to overcome the lust
I would say erotica is porn . U might try some other venues , excercise , sports , etc . I believe in faith in God a person should have it , but this deep sense of guilt is counter productive . Enjoy being a kid