Day 10 today! Yesterday was great, didn't really do much besides walk around neighborhood. I lost 2 ounces off weight, because I'm joining my country's military. They have specific weight/height requirements.
Awesome. You totally beat a dead end looking situation. Panic button + cold shower + remembering advices... This were your weapons. You acted as an example of how we have to act, fighting with all we can to best the enemy. Next time you'll have a new weapon, this victory.
Hey! I'm not even close to being married so I don't really have any experience in this. But I think that to "make love", both of you should want to, and if she doesn't, I think the best you can do is to find why (with her) and fix the problem. Maybe with couple therapy, or just by talking, being really open and sincere with each other. By your profile I see you are 25 yo right? I feel it can't be right by any means that she doesn't want to. You need to find and fix the issue. Also imo "making love" right now (without she wanting to) is going to make things worse.
Day 11 No sexual Thoughts/Fantasy/ Voluntary Self Arousal/ Viewing any Triggering content) Doing an early check in. There'll be no urges tomorrow. I Know it.
Day 79 checking in. I made some progress in the most challenging area of my life but at the same time didn't have any plan for today, and was rather unproductive everywhere else....but not in exercising . Managed to get myself rather exhausted after workout.
I've just watched the first episode of the Vikings. Thanks @nerdy_owl for your recommendation. I got hooked.
Hello guys, hello again @RiseToGreatness , glad to see you still there. I'm here again after trying to manage this decease alone. I found that I need you guys, let's start from the bottom. I'm in, day 1 passed.
I feel sick (literally) and weak, I suppose because of a lot of energy used and the shock of the cold water. This is the first time in my life that I feel the water at this temperature. You are right this is a victory. I think the first one; is the first time that a could survive these strong urges. I like the term weapons. It feels right to have won a battle. Well, looks like my journey begins tomorrow after all
Day 31 One whole month free from PMO. Great to have made it to this milestone again, next thing on the horizon is to beat my PB in little under two weeks. Had a whisky with my flatmate and his fiancé to celebrate - he’s now 3+ years free from PMO and his support has been incredible. Saw some unhelpful content on Instagram this afternoon and felt the urge to relapse, but beneath that was the sadness and disdain at what I was seeing. I know the world has become increasingly obsessed with sex, but some of what I saw that masqueraded as ‘PG’ content was just horrifying. Stay strong brothers and sisters, the journey is worth it.
Checking in. Today i hit my back squat personal record: 310lbs, my previous record was 265lbs! Tomorrow is chest day and i'll see if i can beat my bench press PR of 220lbs. I'm feeling very powerful on my workouts. I've been having quick moments of medium urges followed by hours of calm, somehow i feel that i'm gettin' cleaner and cleaner from PMO, tomorrow i will accomplish 2 months of No-PMO. Let's get it! Strenght & Honor!