Check in Day 1 Yesterday was a tiring day. Had an early shift and felt like having enough time to finish some of my homework and finances. Ended up on listening to some YouTube videos. I don't know why I am most of the time listen to YouTube videos and not watching them. I ended up laying in my bed uncomfortable and listening half asleep and half awake until it was really late. I could not decide to get up and do something I just got up, made myself ready to sleep and slept. I woke up several times during night only to fall asleep again. Felt really stupid and today I have to figure out what to dos I have to prioritize. I know that I won't be able to do enough for school on Wednesday. I wish you a good day, feels good to write this staff down. Greetings J
Day 9 done! A tough day as an Uruk-Hai. I feel I am at the stage where the closer I am to fully quitting, the stronger the urges become. I must fight them!
Did you like any of the posts you read on this page or are they all 'not quite good' for I haven't seen you liked any? And if you don't like what you read then why bother reading?
Great work! This is one heck of an accomplishment! You should be very proud of yourself. Keep up the good work!
Day 330 no PMO. Got outside and went on a hike with my 9yo. We pushed over some dead trees and had an awesome time together. When I got home last night I tried to have a calf constructive conversation with my wife but she was very argumentative. It didn’t really turn into a huge fight but it just made me sad that this is where we are. I think it’s time for a couples therapist but when I ask her about it she seems to not be interested.
day checking in I enter to the mists of the flatline. I will say the afirmattion , "Reaching the 360 days this year" as comrades sayd before.
Checking in The urges have been escalating in the last days, but I'm managing to keep myself aware, even though I had some events of lack of consciousness. Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn, your vindication like the noonday sun. Psalms 37:3-6
Day 16! I'm not checking social networks anymore, that is something that is really helpful in this path(for me at least). The urges of yestarday were low, but always beeing careful about what I see and in what I think.
I have been an idiot and I need help. I lost track of my nofap journey around December last year and since then I never cared about it. This is exactly what scares me even though my grades are going down , even when I was failing to achieve whatever I want I still felt it was ok. It is not ok and it will never will be. On it again.