Muggle day 1 checkin in! Intense cravings today, no matter what I do, the thoughts of porn keep coming back. I have tried exercising, meditating, cold shower, spending time with friends but it all only helps for an hour or two. I don't know how much longer I can fight this, anyone know how long these intense cravings last? On the positive side, this last month has been full of consistently long streaks. Been averaging about 7 days per relapse, which is better than I have done in years!
I found if i survive the night, i can pass more days without that s--t, i'm sure now i can do this! Day 2 on Azkaban
Really bad week last week. I am sick and tired. I'm lonely and depressed. I'm just so over it. God help me.
I'm in! And sure enough the last porno scene I'll have PMO'd to is released by a girl who claims she's a huge Harry Potter fan...
Friend this is a really difficult situation. I'm not sure HOW to help you, but I do understand that I WANT to help you. Help and support you. My guess and also a little advice would be that - you write that you do really much to keep from slipping into PMO, but it helps for a little while. And i was thinking that, maybe, somewhere deep inside you there is a thought, programmed by p-addiction, that, after all, you simply do not want to fight this addiction? Maybe because of that all your struggles seem insufficient to you? (although I assure you, the battle you described is great, I definitely couldn't do that...) So here's my little advice, you decide whether to take it or not - sit down and decide - exactly and clearly - what you need to give up your porn addiction for. Why are you doing it? Why are you choosing this path? Why did you decide to take this very important and very difficult step? May the force be with you, brother.