Hi guys. Basically I am still having trouble with this edging stuff. I have put several points that triggered me. While edging at maybe sometimes. I find it have the same effect of chaser-effect and a mild brainfog at times. Thing is, porn and fantasies do make it worse. So my goal now is to quit porn and edging altogether. Although my last ejaculation was maybe a few months back earlier this year. But my last ejaculation linked with porn and masturbation was a year ago in August. So, yeah. I felt much better with not Orgasming. But the darker sides of edging and still doing porn is that you are still consuming that addicting hole of porn and harmful self-pleasure. I am a meditator. I meditate various meditations when I'm at my best. Mostly I do Anapanasati for 15/30/1 hour for a day. One of the hardest thing is to quit the thoughts-- the fantasy and fetish-induced sexual thoughts. Although this fetishistic traits stems from my porn watching and various erotica and also instagrams! So, again, I uninstalled and put away things that may trigger me back to my addicting-self. Why do I want to quit? It drains a lot of money for me, my energy, and everything productive for me to be in the future. I am 25 years old now and currently unemployed -- I have a small business that is hardly to start. So, yeah. There are many setbacks. Wish me luck.
Mucho tiempo sin orgasmos .... vaya interesante tu experiencia, yo de 40 días sin ellos.... No te han ocurridos sueños húmedos?!?
Oh yeah the last time I ejaculated was during a wet dream. I think it was like a few months back. Can't remember. But my ejaculation that involves masturbating right before ejaculation was a year ago in August.